Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Hmm.. Maybe it's juz me that i cant seem to click with peeps.. Maybe its juz me that i feel invisible and left out.. I mean, my friends are great.. But maybe too good for me..
After Choir today, left without saying a word of goodbye to my frenz.. Yeah, its rude and all but.. My presence wasnt felt there.. I juz thought i shud leave before i felt worse.. Am so shibby tired..
Everybody's life is so happening, except mine.. People are flocking to my best friends, wanting to be their friend.. Peeps in Lasalle are seen in big groups, all laughing away.. And i am here, no close guy or girl friend, saying and doing all the wrong things.. Why did i even have to "boast" to this guy.. Damn i didnt even mean it.. All i wanted was to joke around and make a new friend.. Great Eva.. You screwed it big.. Now he thinks youre a bitch.. Wonderful..
I wonder if my friends from Lasalle even knows or remembers my birthday.. Would they even surprise me on that day? Would they celebrate it with me, or even wish me a happy birthday? We'll see.. 22 days later..
Anyway.. Choir was great.. I was placed in soprano.. Dang.. But the peeps really did know how to sing coz the choir sounded great.. =D Cant wait for skool tml.. Maybe ill go alone.. Ciao!
7:40 PM